Today is a very bad day. There are bad pain days – and there are days like today – days when I have to remind myself to keep breathing. I’m alone, I’m afraid and I’m in extroadinary pain. I’m not due for another pain med any time soon – so this just has to be endured till then. My doctor told me to start smoking pot to help control it – but marijuana’s not legal in Georgia, he can’t just write me a prescription. So I asked him where to go to get some, and he said try the local high school.
What a dick. I can’t go buy pot off some kid. That’s morally wrong. Oh – I suppose he was being facitious.....but I need real-time help here – not stand up comedy. Anyway. Just one more thing to be endured. I wonder what will happen when I reach the point of no endurance. When the pain drives me so crazy I’ll do anything to make it stop.
I’m afraid of that.