Sorry it's been so long since I posted anything. I've been literally drowning in pain. Please send good thoughts this way. The despair is daunting. Feels like I'm suffocating in a thick sea of blackness.
I could use some kind of divine intervention right about now (or even a sympathetic soul with a caring touch). Doesn't look like I'm likely to get either any time soon - so the positive energy will have to do.
P.S. - Sorry I haven't answered anyone's emails. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I've just been too damn sick - that, and there's precious little positive to say. I am grateful, however. Bless you all.